Long Lull

I'd enough rest these days and felt now the time has come for me to post my blog.

Last weekend had gone to visit my folks and had a great time there.

I'm bit confused now a days over a decision pending for quite a long time, hopefully it is resolved within next few days.

Watched the Russian movie THE CUCKKO and also the Chinese movie ZHOU YU'S TRAIN, Good ones though I felt the former was better than the latter in many a ways.

I loved the message of the latter though which is If you think something/somebody as real it will be else it is the otherway - inother words mind is the key for anything.

hmm interesting.

Of late, my philantering activities have also stopped - I guess it is time that I restart my nocturnal activities.

Thats for now from my end.

Meet u next time with further updates,

till then

CYANORA !

Question echoes !

Today was fine.

Had an opportuntiy to meet up with a quite old pal and he had just returned from a relief camp at Nagapattinam.

The way he explained the current scenario there , will move even so called Iron hearted persons.

It seems that the used clothes and foods have reached in excess for relief.

But there were few questions raised by the survivours which pierces our heart.
1) the one raised by a member of well known family whose fortunes had turned upside down - Are we begging for any food , why are you throwing food packets - are we dogs which lungs forward at the sight of a food. all we seek is dignity and to be treated as a fellow human

2) this is the one that Haunts me a lot, this one was raised by a 5 year old kid who had lost all his family members - Anna, you can feed me for say 3 days or maximum for 10 days, what would be my plight from the 11th day ?

Who will take care of me ?

Who'll take care of him ? Not only him but also many other abadoned kids.

Question echoes ............

Monotony

yeah that was the order of the day,

I need something to make my life interesting !

Inspite of being a dynamic personality, If I'm feeling bugged by monotony then there needs something which has to be changed.

I need not be a Sherlock Holmes to know what the problem is and how to solve it, Coz I already know what it is .

Steps are being taken and lemme wait to see how it responds.

What a girl feels ?

Today was o.k by all Standards, now a days somehow feel like I'm a lonely person inspite of being surrounded by good pals.

Think 6 yrs since I started living single, for the first time I feel, I've missed my Folks, the time I can spend along with them.

Its not that I can't meet them, I know I can be with them anytime but dunno y It has taken such a long time to realise where my heart belongs.

In a male dominated society, where Guys have almost 100 % freedom and me being a guy , If I feel for the living separate from my parents, then how will a girl feel when leaving her folks aside during her marriage and we expect her to be fully devoted to her husband and the family.

As they say one the person who wears the shoe knows where it pinches, now I could feel it.

Its not that I've been a MCP these days, it is like I can very well understand what it means when u leave ur folks behind!!!

Was o.k except for Thatha

Well , The New found spirit of 2005 seems to be guiding me out throught this time.

Today also was not an exception, it was a perfect day except had to face an outburst from Thatha not because of my fault but due to others .

Then slowly briefed him on the reality and the parity was restored .

But now, I've made up my mind, I will surely seek a change within a month or more.

and then had nice time with my buddies at home.

Having Fun seems to be the mantra,

Let me c till how long its useful .

Thats it today from my end.

Meet u with further updates

Nice to be with Pals

This time I wanted to do it different - believe it or not , I didn't go to any movie hall this year,

and all these days I was at my place and was spending some time with pals.

It was and is nice always to be along with pals.

In a way, this Year has taken a head start for me .

It has renewed me, the original me - the fun loving Lax,

I've so many un accomplished missions / unadhered Resolutions - last year and hence this year I've taken resolution of not taking any resolutions - hehehehehe.

Beware, Lax with Free flowing spirit means Double the Trouble,

Cyanora for time being

Hurrah Gre8 New start

After long time of consideration, I've decided to leave my previuos blog and it is a fresh new start.


Yeah memories might linger but as I said its time to start fresh.

God, you have been there with me all these times and whatever trouble I had in last year you have helped me to solve and most of them without pain.

I pray to you to repeat the favor this year too but not only for me but also for my Kin and Kith and also to all nice hearted soul.

Here I need to mention my special buddies,

Guardian Angel - Thanx a ton pal, U were like the rock of Gibraltor during my tough times , I'm honoured to be called as ur pal.

Nandini - I dunno if I wud have survived during my stint in Bangalore but for this kid sis, Thank a ton Nandu

Baski - But for you , who can bail me out in the last moment.

Bucks , Rajesh,Senthil, Mahesh - thank God for a Happy Reunion with these friends.

Sankar - My dear cousin and Friend if not you, who else can play my knight in shining armour.

and yeah the Most important Persons - My folks - Thanx for being there whenever I needed U!

yeah Lax kickstarts his activites - So beware of Pranks - he has mroe than a bagful -hehehehe!